Recognizing my Twin Soul, Part 2: The past life regressions

I’m not going to go into detail about Z’s illness.  Just know, he’s very sick. He’s been down at the Mayo Clinic’s hospital since Christmas Day, almost all of those days he’s been in isolation. No visitors. This has been absolute torture. Most of our relationship has been separated, all of it actually. Fortunately he is able to have his phone, so we can be connected the entire time.  It’s so hard not being able to be with him physically. When he’s having a real sick day I would do anything to be there for him. I’ve been keeping a journal of our relationship and the illness.  This blog isn’t about that.  I keep my blog spirit based since that’s what you come here for. Throughout Z and I’s relationship there has been unmistakable synchronities.  Everywhere! Everything from his first line spoke to me (“do you remember me?”) to repeating numbers 222, 444, 111, 333. I’ll expand on that later too!! But there’s more of those coincidences.  One of my favorite is that back in about September my ex was just being awful. He wants me to get rid of his last name and I am actually embarrassed having the same name. I was excited for a fresh start and began to make a list of names.  I really wanted a last name that started with a “K”. I wrote out probably thirty “KK” names and they all sounded awful so I gave up.  Fast forward a few months and Z says to me one night “your first name sounds really good with my last name.” Holy shit! It really, really does! And it’s a “K” name!

So back to the spirit stuff, besides our twin soul connection.  There are so many spirit happenings that add up and keep showing me this relationship is God-given and blessed.  Because of this life circumstance of illness keeping faith and positivity can be challenging. I have been seeing 222 everywhere. Literally everywhere, road signs, license plates, clocks, online, on my camera roll marking a very special pic I sent to Z, phone numbers, and Saturday night- my hotel room was 222 so the number was literally everywhere in the room. I’ve been surrounded by it for weeks.  According to Doreen Virtue’s angel number 222 carries the message “Trust that everything is working out exactly as it’s supposed to, with Divine blessings for everyone involved. Let go and have faith.”  Another number I’ve seen repeated is 444. “There are angels-they’re everywhere around you! You are completely loved, supported, and guided by many Heavenly beings, and you have nothing to fear.”

Another funny coincidence is I was planning on coming down to Rochester this weekend and I usually pass through Roseville on my many trips back and forth.  Just so happened my spirit friends, Bert, Eric and Kayla were teaching a Voyage of the Souls workshop and hosting a psychic gallery event.  I attended this same event last winter/spring in Duluth but I missed out on more than half of it because of guilt my ex husband put on me.  With the timing of my arrival I would perfectly catch up on everything I missed out on.

My last regression was an incredible experience. I have found them not always very happy, but I figure this is because we are shown our lives that tie into the karmic debt we have in our current life and to help give us an understanding for certain thoughts, feelings and fears that we struggle with.  It’s pointless for them to bring us to our lives where we were wealthy and healthy! What good would that do for us? Nothing really. I bet we could get to that experience if we really spent a lot of time regressing and meditating but personally, it seems pointless. I had two regressions this weekend, one right after another. We spent a little more time on one and just a little snippet of the other.  Because of my recent events, finding my twin soul and then having him get sick I needed some insight. Could I see why this was happening in this current life, what are my karmic ties and lessons? Would I actually find him in previous lifetimes?  Yes! I did! Twice! AND inbetween lifetimes-the space between! The period when we were whole, together in Heaven. It was incredible.

Immediately after the regression they had us journal our experience.  I am going to copy exactly what I wrote:

I had a past life regression just a moment ago. I was able to experience to two lives and a period of time in between lives. The first regression/life my angels brought me to see wasn’t an easy life. I’m not sure the time period but we lived in a grassy green hilly field. England? Wales? I was a Farmer’s wife. My husband I recognized as Z, but he looked very different as did I. He was the love of my lifetimes. He was out on the tractor and had a heart attack and passed very quickly. He was young, close to 40. I was completely devastated. I grew to be a very old woman, my appearance became very ugly, worn from a lifetime sorrow and depression. I never have children and died alone, brokenhearted. But after I died I was immediately reunited with my twin soul-oh the joy of that reunitement!! We became one again. It was amazing. Words can’t describe that reunion, I can’t describe the light. It was like two brilliantly shining lights emerged to form one. It was love in it’s purest essence. It was incredible. Heaven.

I was also given a snippet of another life. I was a very young Egyptian girl. When I was about four years old I began going to a pond or water’s edge. I would kind of play there, alone. One day, a little boy showed up. We were about the same age. We didn’t speak much but we began to hang out there everyday. We played almost everyday until I was about 8. Then one day he just didn’t show up anymore. I loved him, he was my one and only friend and just one day he wasn’t there anymore. I didn’t know what happened and never found out. He just disappeared. Even though I continued to grow up, I felt such a loss my entire life.

How does this translate into my current life? I have grown and understand a lot. I’ve been able to evolve spiritually in this life to understand certain things. I was so devastated by my loss in those lives. I feel very fortunate in this life. Z and I have had conversations about this life, our soul connection and our continued relationship in the afterlife. In our previous lifetimes together I failed to recognize that spirit connection. It seemed in my regressions that we never had those conversations in the past. I feel like even though I loved him like no other in those lives I took our relationship for granted.  I wish I knew why. I guess it doesn’t matter otherwise I would have been told or shown.  I feel pretty blessed I made that realization in the present.  That doesn’t change our present situation, it does help me handle it a little better. What’s different in this life is the fact I can love the shit outta him every single day without taking him for granted.

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Recognizing my Twin Soul, Part One

This is what I really wanted my last post to be about, but it’s going to be a long one so I thought I better break it into pieces!  Wow. Twin Flame..me? Really?! I am still surprised we found each other (well, he’d say he found me).  So, because of my last post you know a little bit about my story. I left my ex early in the year, I dated, I was so resistant to “love” because I came to the realization that all love is the same.  I am truly a lover, I love my friends like I love my children. I couldn’t relate when other people say there is different kinds of love. I think all relationships, whether they be friendships or partnerships have that same level of love. I’ve experienced love in so many places, I am blessed with three beautiful children, I have many, many friends, I have my spirit group, I’ve had a lot of great connections that mean something.  When I was dating this year I got to the point where I’d have to set the boundaries right away, I was not going to fall in love so I didn’t want them to fall in love with me.  I wasn’t dating to find the love of my life, I was dating for a night out of the house, dinner and conversation.  Well, apparently..guys in their 30s kinda want to fall in love..that was a problem.  They knew my boundaries and still fell in love, then I’d have to leave them because they couldn’t handle just being friends. I was sick of this cycle and it killed me to break these guys hearts.  They were good people, just not people I wanted to have a relationship with.  So I decided to forget dating completely. It was too overwhelming and not what I needed in my life. Apparently dating is for people who are looking for love and I was not, not even close.

That’s when HE entered into my life. (To protect privacy at this time I will refer to him as Z) Some say when you meet your soulmate/twin flame you’ll know, love at first sight. This isn’t necessarily true. Although this stranger had a familiar feel to his energy I dismissed it completely because I was not interested in dating. Well, “when it’s time for souls to meet, there’s nothing on earth that can prevent them from meeting, no matter where each may be located.”  He was 2.5 hours away, and now 3.5 hours.

There are differences between “soulmates” and “twin souls/flames”.  A soulmate is someone you agreed to incarnate into this lifetime with, they could be a friend, family, and your partner. It’s a relationship that’s on the next level, a spirit connection.  A “twin flame” is literally your other half. Not everyone is lucky enough to find their twin soul in each lifetime because we settle into life.  Some get married to a soulmate and have a very loving life so they are no longer available to find that twin flame. That’s okay, that was your path for this lifetime. Everything serves a purpose.

Back to when Z entered into the picture.  This is going to sound like a line but I promise it’s not.  I popped up on his Facebook as “someone you may know” he thought he recognized me.  He sent me a message saying “Do you remember me?” (how sweet is that being our first line, being twinsies and all..) He seemed very familiar to me but we couldn’t place how we would have met.  He saw my profile and I work with an agency in his town he lives in, he worked with that agency in 2006, and I just began in 2014.  We had just that one conversation like, do we know each other? Oh, no we don’t? Okay, well have a nice day then! But regardless we became “facebook friends”. After that one conversation I showed my best friend his picture, he is hotttttt.  She kept saying “you need to date that one!” I dismissed it because I was just getting out of the whole dating thing and he lived so far away. Over the next couple weeks life went on as usual. I work in a salon and all my clients know I’m single so they always ask me about dating, my bff works right next to me and she’d chime in “show them the hot one!”

Then something completely random happened. I received this random message from a girl asking how I know Z. It was kinda strange so I was hesitant in responding. I couldn’t figure how or why she’d ask unless it was drama. I honestly couldn’t remember much about Z and I’s meeting. Not to sound conceited but I’d literally get 10 messages a day from guys who’d want to go out. I had to look up his profile to connect the dots. This girl was sounding a little crazy so I sent Z a message asking if he had a creeper. It was a whole bunch of drama after that and I was like, I don’t have time for your crazy and I told both of them I was OUT. Z apologized and we slowly kept talking bonding over crazy exes. And that’s how it began, we just never stopped talking. We fell in love very quickly, before we even physically met!  We probably only spoke for about two weeks before we admitted it. We knew each other on such a deep level. It was a love so profound I have never experienced it before, it completely caught me off guard. He became my world. He was my missing puzzle piece. A friend recently sent me this article from themindunleased.org. It mentioned things like terrible timing-I’ll get to that- but when you know, you just know. “You get this feeling, almost indescribable. The flow and rhythm seems to be guided by something much higher. You step back to catch your breath because deep down you know it is special. It’s different, it’s genuine.” The one you feel like you’ve known for millions of years, the one you feel vibrate when they are a thousand miles away. You see the beauty, the rarity, and eventually the clarity. Here’s the list I read from that article, I encourage you go find the article. It’s amazing.

1. It’s something inside.  Describing the feeling is difficult. It’s tenacious, profound, and lingering emotions which no words can encompass.

2. Flashbacks. Deja vu, past soul connections.

3. You just get each other.

4. You fall in love with their flaws.

5. It’s intense! Definitely!

6. You two against the world. You two feel so linked together that you’re ready and willing to take on any feat of life, as long as we have each other by our side.

7. You’re mentally inseparable.  I can’t agree with this more. We are always-always!! on each other’s mind. My thoughts are constantly consumed and when I wake up at 3 am there’s a text waiting for me when I’m going to text him.

8. You feel secure and protected

9. You can’t imagine life without each other.

10. You look each other in the eye.

The article can be found on themindunleashed.org, they go into great detail and put the experience into perfect words.

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Now back to the bad timing thing. Two days after we exchanged the first “I love yous” he got sick.

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Honoring my Soul and Trusting my Guides, Angels and God.

It’s been a long, long time since I wrote in my blog.  My entire year has been shaken up.  Ever heard that quote “sometimes our lives have to be completely shaken up, changed, and rearranged to relocate us to the place we’re meant to be.” ? Well this describes my year perfectly. I went from being married to divorced, to single life, to growing my own, new, separate life, to swearing off dating, to focus on my kids, work and myself to unexpectedly, without warning being found by my Twin Soul.

I went through a period where it seemed my spiritual sense and communication was completely shut off. It was a point where I really needed it the most.  Every time I would try to reach out to my angels and guides they would allow me to feel their presence but no communication! I couldn’t feel their presence like normal but I still knew they were there. After begging and pleading for guidance all I was given was “You have to experience this alone.”  Now, for a girl who relies on her guides to help her with grocery shopping to go through this period of my life alone seemed daunting. It was too much. But one God-given gift I have is Faith. No matter what I trust God, my guides and the angels with my life.  Just because we can”t always hear them, see them, or feel them, they are always there. One of the lowest points of this year was after I left my ex, I had no place to go.  I stayed with friends here and there but I was so embarrassed I just didn’t want to ask for help.  When I left that relationship, I left with a laundry basket full of clothes and my car. I had no money, no place to live. I was about to sleep in my car parked near the beach staring at the full moon over Lake Superior. I left a pretty good life.  I had bought my house when I was 19, I put all my hard work into making it a lovely home, beautifully decorated, 10 years of gardening. It was my little haven..kind of.  I won’t get into the details about my past relationship but I will say I knew for a very long time I wasn’t honoring my soul and what my path was.  I was being told constantly by my guides “don’t let him kill your sparkle” and the urge to break free.  My guides weren’t the only ones guiding me.  My friends supported me no matter what, they didn’t realize I ever even wanted to leave but my psychic/intuitive friends (who didn’t know my personal life) always said that I wouldn’t be with him.  They could tell that was the major obstacle blocking my soul. I told them all repeatedly I wasn’t going to leave. Now they’re all smiling with the confirmation the information they gave me back then was indeed correct and for my soul’s best interest.

This past year has been hard, but I’ve always been a fighter, a leader, independent, not afraid of change.  That “good life” I left was good because I made the good parts.  I was always happy, genuinely, which is why people were so surprised that I left. I was happy because I made the decision a long time ago that happiness doesn’t come from the outside.  I relied on myself to make me happy.  This past year I have been the happiest I’ve ever been.  Yes, this year has been hard, starting from the ground up at 30 years old but there’s something incredibly humbling in that. Because so much time has passed I’m beginning to see why my “spirit team” guided me to leave and then left me to my own devices. I needed to experience earth life, my head is always in the spirit world.  Well guess what, we came to Earth to experience life. And boy…I haven’t even gotten started on what I’ve experienced in this life yet. I think I’ve had a small taste of every traumatic thing that is possible to encounter in this life.  And I straighten my crown and walk away like a boss..

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My Middle Child, The Crystal Child and my Past Life Brother

Ever since I was pregnant with my middle child, Drayce, I could sense a deeper-than-this-world connection to him. I always joke, “he arrived in this world dramatically and hasn’t stopped the drama since.” He came very quickly, born in about 15 minutes unexpectedly.

This part is going to be a little bit of a repeat from a past blog, so hang with me here for a bit-I’ve learned MUCH more! Currently, he is 6 years old. He’s always been my “special” boy. In many ways. He didn’t speak until about three and still to this day in some sort of speech and cognitive therapy everyday since being a toddler. He’s always been “quirky” health wise, nothing ever too serious but he’s had pretty much everything under the sun. He seemed to pick up every illness possible. When he was three he had a double ear infection, strep, mono, pneumonia in one lung, bronchitis in the other, swollen liver, spleen, and infections in his legs causing him to lose the ability to walk (temporarily). He was really, really sick. His lymph nodes in his throat were so swollen he couldn’t eat, speak and barely breathe.
They were literally baseball size, as well as the ones on the back of his neck. The doctors did what they could. Some of the treatments would counteract with each other so it was a difficult, long road. Nothing individually was a big deal but all the infections combined was too much. He wasn’t doing well.

He always had illnesses, nothing too serious, just quirky. There were periods of time where his lymph nodes would just balloon up to baseball size, and not just the ones on his throat but his entire head/neck. Or when he couldn’t use his legs for days due to infections. Everything for the most part would heal up quickly once on antibiotics. He wore a helmet as a baby, he was colicky, he was on meds for reflux. Not unusual things just a little different. Oh, and he’s a little “host monkey” for strep, he almost drowned once, he has mild cognitive issues. There’s a point to this story I promise…

It was always a feeling I felt deep inside that he wasn’t going to live very long. Once I mentioned this feeling to my husband and he didn’t want to say anything but he told me he always felt the same way.

At one point when he had a multitude of infections I met with a local intuitive and healer. She knew nothing of my personal anything and she immediately asked what was was going on with my son’s neck and legs. At that time he had bone infections in his legs and his lymph nodes were baseballs. I could see the fear in her eyes, she felt the feeling I had but she didn’t want to say it so I did. “I feel like he’s not going to be here long.” She immediately apologized she didn’t want to say anything like that but she knew too. At that point in his treatment plan we were going to head down to children’s hospital in a month for more invasive testing. She told me to bring him to her home immediately for a healing. Time was of the essence!
The next morning I brought him over for a session with Kathy, long story short he immediately took a turn for the better and within days he was healed! She taught him how to use the angels to help heal others. He was “taking on” their pain/illness as a way of healing those around him. He internalized the illnesses of others so they could be healed.

That’s not what my story is about. That’s just a smidgey of background. There are two big stories here, one, he is a Crystal Child and two, he was my little brother in a past life.

I will start with the “little brother” part of this story. I recently had a weekend of past life regressions. I’ve done regressions before but nothing like what I experienced. My guides took me on this regression. I almost didn’t want to go. I wanted to go on a luxurious past life where I was a rich Egyptian-yeah..no…seriously that’s where I wanted to go but my guides took me somewhere else. I actually tried to consciously fight against going to the boring 1800s house on the prairie-type life. My guides knew this “boring” life was important and relevant to my current life. I watched this life present itself to me. I saw myself as a young girl in the 1800s, I lived in a very small, bare bones, dirt floor house on a farm somewhere in the lower western-Midwest area. I was about 9-10 years old. It was my chore to feed the animals, the chickens, pigs, etc. I had a younger brother who was six at the time. I loved him very much, he was the only other kid I really even knew. He became very sick. Not with anything that would in modern times be considered serious but he had a multitude of infections including pneumonia and leg/bone infections. His lymph nodes were the size of baseballs. He passed away at six years old.

Watching this past life being presented to me was a gift. I could see and feel our souls together. It was incredible. I knew this was our connection that has spanned lifetimes. It helped me understand why, in this lifetime, I’m obsessively checking Drayce’s neck for lumps and thinking the worst when they blow up like baseballs. Throughout his current six years, I held onto this fear that I was manifesting his early departure by being obsessive. I just always had this feeling he was going to die young and I was just waiting for it to happen. I hated myself for that. I completely believe in Law of Attraction and I know the consequences of unhealthy obsessive worry. I had to release it. My guides brought me on a journey of understanding. Immediately following the regression I was able to release it. Now I hold our relationship a little more dearly, knowing it has spanned lifetimes. I excitedly told Drayce that he was my little bro in a past life (he gets it) and he just lit up! He was thrilled!

So cool.

I’ll save my Crystal Child post for a future one. I just recently learned about that! Truly amazing, maybe you’ve heard of Indigos, but have you heard of the Crystals??

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Raising Your Frequency

This upcoming Saturday I had a class planned, we were going to be doing meditations to meet with our loved ones on the other side. Well, two weeks before the class my guides told me “NO”. Not yet. If you know me I’m a do-er. I go go go and like to get the ball rolling. I’ve actually had this class in mind for YEARS. Well, I was told no and left with nothing but to wait and trust my guides.

About two weeks pass with no more information. I was quietly told “channel”. At first I thought the class was supposed to be on channeling. I went with it for a couple days. Then something kinda of amazing happened. I began to channel information from angels. I wasn’t mediating, but somehow I was in a very light trance-like state and I was given some incredible yet simple information on the different levels of personal frequencies and how they effect our overall quality of life and our psychic development. I was given a graph of sorts, the different levels of frequency. On the bottom is our dense, ego-, earth-based frequency, then the next level up is similar but one where we are operating out of love. The level up from there is close to our Higher Selves, this is where our guides and angels can “reach down to” to communicate but it is still a bit fuzzy or unclear. The next level up is clear communication, the level up from there is where our guides and angels “live” and the level up from there is the God-source, God, the universal oneness.

I was given information on how to reach these different levels. Not surprising, the lowest level is the most dense and takes the most conscious effort to release ourselves from because it’s the world around us. This is where the class comes in. We’ll learn how to release what holds us here, for many naturally intuitive people, this is where their “block” lies. The rest of the levels are ascension, learning and growing to live in the Oneness.

I still have more to learn, it’s incredible. I feel so lucky to be given this information, as I grow those around me grow. I don’t always know what’s next, for me it’s a surprise too!

My OTHER son’s Angel Friends

So I knew D’Angelo was a little more “in touch.” Especially since his third grade teacher asked what his goal for the school year was and he replied “I want to read auras.” (I swear I did not influence this! I don’t even talk about auras! Lol) BUT it never occurred to me my younger son, Drayce, had any type of connection or rememberings of Heaven.

Drayce is my wild one. He’d make the best best friend with his sense of adventure but as him mom I’m sure my life span has shortened. I’m not too familiar with the term Indigo child but I should look into it. He’s passionate. I say this because he’s either laughing or crying every five minutes. He’s my sweetest of all three of my children. He has the biggest heart and cares very deeply for others. He’s known in our family as Dramatic Drayce because if he wasn’t so shy he’d make a damn good actor. Before I had a daughter I called him my “girl”. The drama, the sweetness all in one package. Drayce is just a tiny bit different than my other children. He has always been a little unique, he had the cranial helmet as a baby, he didn’t speak until he was three, he has a significant developmental delay in regards to speech, language, and significant cognitive issues that are easily dismissed because he looks so normal. His brain works differently. He’s been in therapies everyday since he was three. He doesn’t understand safety so he needs to be kept in a bubble! He was always my sick kid.

I first mentioned how I never considered Drayce to be “in touch”. God was difficult to teach him because he doesn’t understand the concept. His thought process is very literal but yet he doesn’t retain much information. (After all I’ve said I should mention he’s made INCREDIBLE strides in the past three years and I truly believe someday he will be right on target!) So, he didn’t “know” who God was. Or so I thought. Silly me, I should have known better!

A few years ago we were on a trip to the cities. While down there I made a pit stop at a holistic book store while my family waited in the car. I found a deck of Archangel Michael cards that appealed to me. When I got back to the car we began to drive away and I pulled them out. Drayce, three years old at the time got a HUGE smile on his face and began squealing “it’s him! It’s him! The one with the sword!” He was beyond excited! I was too! Before then I didn’t have any kind of angel anything around the house. I knew right away he remembered him from someplace else, from Heaven.

Drayce was special. He was always sick. Nothing overwhelmingly serious just what I call quirky. His doctors had a very hard time with his treatment because at one given time he’d be sick with multiple illnesses where the treatments contradicted with another illness he had. The cycles of antibiotics and illness were non stop. The doctors actually told us he needed to be taken out of daycare because (listen carefully!) he picked up any and all illnesses from everyone around him.. He spent a little bit of time hospitalized because he currently had pneumonia, bronchitis, mono, swollen liver and spleen, strep, ear infections and bone infections in his legs. Nothing on its own would be very serious but this is how he’d get sick, everything all at once. We were clueless as to why. He didn’t seem to have any immune disorders and we were weeks away from tests at the children’s hospital.

During this time I was hosting an angel party. It turned out to have about 30 people that came. It was incredible, so healing and energizing. I just met Kathy a few weeks before and we didn’t know anything about each other, she didn’t know I had children. As soon as I sat down she had this look in her eyes of deep concern. She didn’t want to say anything but I could tell she knew. She knew what my husband and I always felt. It was always an unspoken knowing that Drayce wouldn’t live a long, full life. I think I mentioned this feeling I had once to my husband and he said he always had that same feeling. I’ve felt guilty over this thought because I knew in a way by having this thought I could be manifesting it too. It was upsetting but I couldn’t let it go. I just loved him each and every day and soaked up all the little snuggles and love I could. I never had this feeling with my other children, and I felt this since he was a baby. Now since he’s gotten older it’s a little more difficult because of the safety issue. He almost drowned last year and my heart stopped. It was a horrible waiting game of when. (We used to have a lighthearted joke “if we’ve made it to 18 alive we’ve done our job” we have since struck that from our vocabulary. Now it’s “thank God we have health insurance.”) I have since released my cycle of thinking this thought. I will not be the cause of this manifestation. I do believe in Divine timing and fully trust in God.

I could see in Kathy’s eyes the urgency. She would NEVER deliver information that is negative. Angels deliver messages in an uplifting, warm manner. If caution is ever warranted they deliver the information in an empowering way. I did not get an angel message like everyone else at the party. We never even got to it. She was able to intuitively sense the urgency of my son. She asked me to bring my son over immediately for a healing. I was willing to try anything. This was the point where doctors didn’t know what to do next.

The next day I brought Drayce over for his “healing”. This was my first experience ever with energy healing. It wasn’t my thing, still isn’t. I always thought it was woo-woo but I was desperate. It still isn’t “my thing” but I’m glad it is for others because I believe in it 100% now. I gladly accept these healings and respect their work very, VERY much.

I had no idea what to expect and when we first arrived she pulled out dowsing rods as a way to measure his energy field. It was about 4″ from his body. For people who are sick their energy field tends to be very close to them. For healthy individuals it can be anywhere from a few feet to across the room. I won’t go too in depth but she did some reiki on him and invited the angels in. Most importantly she taught him how to shield himself from others energies and how to use the angels to help others heal. She noted that his illnesses were not his own but he energetically picked them up from everyone around him. (Get it? Just like the doctor said, minus the energetic part) This resonated with me because he didn’t seem to have any conditions that would cause his illnesses, like the immune disorder or cancer, etc. He was just picking up other people’s sh*t. After the healing his energy read across the room.

Within a few days he was completely better. He hasn’t had any more compounded illnesses like that again since. That was three years ago. The doctor were amazed at his improvement and we no longer had to go down to children’s hospital for the awful testing we were planning.

After the healing Drayce became 100% obsessed with angels. We had to pick up any angel sculpture or angel themed anything. He’d pick out all the angel books at the library even if they had no pictures. He picked out one with no pictures and I said maybe he should get another one because he can’t read and he said “that’s okay, my angels will read it to me.” I let him bring it home and I heard him in his room talking to himself. I went to peek on him and there he was sitting on the floor with his book opened in his lap. He was looking up to the right talking to his angel then he turned and looked up to his left and talked to another angel. It was the most precious thing I’ve ever seen. Now, three years later he still talks to his angels but he’s beginning to “grow up” a little more. A little more Minecraft and a little less “imaginary” angel play.

It’s been adventure for six years now with my lil Draycer. I can’t wait to see him grow up.

My son’s spirit communication!

If you know my history you know my son as a toddler was able to remember things. He remembered his sister from Heaven, but he couldn’t communicate with Spirit.

Well, PROUD MAMA MOMENT! Last night, he had his first official, organic spirit communication! You may be surprised but I’m not super open about spirit communication within my household. My husband is not quite on board with my kookiness and out of respect I don’t push it onto our children. They know and love God, Jesus and the angels and that is about the extent of it.

Anyways, last night my 11 year old son came into by bedroom right when I finished up my meditation. He told me an old woman was talking to him and showing him things but the most exciting part was Hammy!! Hammy was with her!! Hammy was my son’s first pet, a hamster that lived for about three years then died about a year ago. He still gets emotional about Hammy.

I didn’t want to direct his communication but I wanted to help him have a successful conversation. The woman who was communicating allowed me to easily tune in and supervise. Although he didn’t know her I instantly recognized her as my great aunt Adelia. This made me comfortable. I wouldn’t let strangers hang around my son in physical life, I definitely won’t allow random discarnated spirits! Just like in physical life there are good and bad influences. So I used this experience as a lesson with the training wheels of mom. I gave him the basic questions to ask, do I know you? What is your name? Do you have a message for me? The images she showed him were fantastic, she showed herself as elderly, then went backwards through her life. She showed him images in an age appropriate manner, which I appreciated. The big part of the picture was bringing Hammy through. That was very special.

When the communication ended he said thank you to Adelia. At that point we were able to have a great conversation. I always tell my children in everyday life to invite angels into your space. Be sure to keep God with you at all times. I respect spirit communication very much. Luckily, if you ask God and the angels to be with you, then you are protected automatically. I was able to explain he has the right to tell spirit “no” whenever he’d like. To put up his boundaries. To not be open to communication constantly. To shut it down when appropriate. That he is in control. For most children, as well as adults just beginning, the only spirits God allows is your own family members.

I don’t know where this will go. It doesn’t have to go anywhere. Like I said earlier I won’t encourage or discourage. I will help guide him through if it happens again to learn to do it in a safe way and as his mom, make sure he’s well protected. I won’t go deep into spirit communication this time around but knowing who it is your speaking to can make all the difference in the world. Some teens, young adults and even grown adults don’t realize who is influencing thoughts or behaviors and being able to be aware if this spirit contact can be very beneficial in everyday life. Next month I will be hosting a meetup on spirit communication, this is not a subject to gloss over. So, hope to chat again soon! :)